And he came kicking and screaming into the world like a bad boy.
You all know i moan about the past endiscopys i have had done. Never ever again will i complain. This was truely the most horrific thing i have ever been through.
They didnt give me enough anesthetic. I dont know if that was because what happened yesterday and they were being cautious. Or if it was a huge error on their behalf. But i felt everything they did. When they took hermione out they yanked her so hard i thought my chest was gonna come with her.
Thats when i first startex screaming. And i only stopped screaming to cry like a newborn.
I dont really have anyone i hate. But if i did i wouldnt even wish that on them.
Its setiously effected my breathing. Not sure if its a combination of pain stress and shock and yesterdays drama, but 3 hours later im on oxygen and still shaking.
I had high hopes for this year healthwise. This weekend is just another battle im having to face.
So here he is, Jubilee Dave. I had such a hard time naming him. Not that i want to go through this ever again, but reality had taught me it may happen again. I already have the next two names lined up. See it was such a hard choice this time.
Hes meant to be in the same site but i have a feeling hes more to the right. He feels more under my armpit this time round.
Im waiting to go down for dialysis and im dreading it. I know hes gonna be a rebel. Hes gonna hurt as hes sore now. I have barely moved my right arm and ive put a vest top on so nothing moves.
Fingers crossed eh.
Love a sore jellyfish xx
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