My darling jellyfish followers.
I’m going to have a bit of a moan at you all. A loving moan. I hope you take this in the way that it’s intended and not how it may appear to come across. It’s a positive telling off I guess. Not to be taken in a negative light , because I understand reasons why, but from a friendship mode.
I recently found out that one of my lovely friends went through their own personal health nightmare recently.
I’m not naming names or situations, as it’s their story not mine, and thankfully everything’s worked out well and they are ok, to be honest, this isn’t the first time things were kept from me and I’ve found out after thinks have worked out.
I get at the time their nightmare started I was at my poorest and fighting a little bit. I get the reason why I wasn’t told as they were trying to protect me and wanted me to concentrate on myself and not worry about them. I 100% get all the reasons why but no. Please don’t.
Me more than anyone understands the power of friendship. You guys have carried me, supported me, lifted me up, kept me going, loved me. I couldn’t have done my darkest days without you. My longest hours without having my hand held.
So when you struggle, I want to be there. I want to hold your hand. I want to listen to your worries and concerns I want to be able to give you back the support you’ve given me.
Even if I’m really poorly. I want to know. Friendship is a two way thing. I’ve been to hell and you guys bought me back. It’s in your troubled times you need to allow me to do the same.
It also will help me. Knowing I’m helping others. Knowing I can repay some of the love I’ve received and knowing that I have something else to focus on.
I don’t need protecting. I really want to help.
So next time you need a friend no matter what is going on in my life, allow me to step up and be the friend you are to me, to you.
Lots of love, as always